day 50

day 50
today i woke up and ate breakfast (apfel strudel coffee cake) in the prossess i saw a fly on the table. i grabed a pot holder and smacked it hard i thought it was dead but flies in europe have a tendency to come back to life so i choped one of its wings off. not 5 minutes latter i saw it running around the table to i took an empty glass and traped it. after church i came back he was lying on his back not moving when i lifted the glass his legs started to move so i fliped him over and he started running around again i went in my room and started do stuff and i heard micheal say who did that (obviously implying the fly) it was at this point i decided to call him herb. i walked out and looked at herb and saw he was on his back again i said"ohh is herb dead?" it was fun

went to church today it was in german and it was suprisingly short i think most of it was singing but since i was not given a program i had no idea what songs to sing (i think they all had it engraved in there memory what to do). at the end of the service i walked out at noticed people putting money into small boxes in the back so thats were i put the 10 euro i owed them.

went to a thing called friendship day today it was basically a band playing and different nationalities foods.

the nights have been getting quieter since james tried to apologize to me (and i didn't forgive him(speaking of which it is incredably hard to be polite while not forgiving some one)) i thik he told thomas and thomas being the "father" of the group decided to keep it quite.

i don't understand but when ever any one in a group has a girlfriend he automatically becomes the "father" and the girl the "mother". as if they are more mature than the rest of the group.

now i'm eating lunch (stirfry with canned peas,corn,and red pepper and an egg.) its good.

well i just tried to swat a bee with a ovenmit and the tempered glass on the outside of the stove shatered. i can only guess that somthing hard was in the ovenmit and slid out as i swung it. i have it all cleaned up now and am having a delema as to what to do. should i own up to it to the peoplon this floor and to the house master or should i act like it never happened and hope no one notices. the right thing to do is to take responciblity and explain it was an accident this will cost me dearly. (i think getting that replaced would be very expensive). or i could ignore it and if the house master notices i should act surpriced and then every one on the floor will loose their deposite. (however if he doesn't notice no body will lose their deposit). i know what the right choice is but it is not my money its moms and dads, and i don't wanna get yelled at or give sombody allot of money. but given the reputation our group has the house master will look for any reason to keep our deposits.

well i just did the right thing. thomas came up stairs and said "oh my god" and i knew right away he noticed. so i went out and said "i did it". aparently there was a magnet in the ovenmits strap thing and there was a hole worn there and the magnet came right out. it sounds like the floor will have to pay for it but if it comes to it i will. (i'm sorry mom and dad).

my charecter has been tested twice this week end the first time with the money at the church and the second time with the oven. i think i passed both. life will suck for the next 13 days because of it.